War against my own body!

So starting tonight I am on a full force, life changing, body image war, mission! This is a way for me to be held accountable for what I'm doing. I will track everything on here and watch myself get closer and closer to my goal!

I will be honest at all times and sometimes it may not be pretty. I'm a big girl and nothing anyone can say to me will hurt my feelings nor will be something I haven't already thought about before.

I am ashamed that I let myself get up to my starting weight which was 250..yeah I know it was scary! But I also have lots of motivation being that I lost 31 of that on my own with no help of diet pills or shakes or anything, it was strictly working it off pound by pound at the gym.

My bestie here in town started the Body By Vi challenge and asked me to go to a tasting. I wasn't sure about it but I listened and seen some testimonies of people who were just like me. I started the challenge shortly after that. I dropped from 219 to 194 in a month just with doing two shakes a day. That was also during the eating holidays, Thanksgiving and Christmas! I did however gain 3.5 pounds back because of my COW EATING..but I'm back on track now. I have done only 3 shakes in the last three weeks and OH how I miss them!

I am changing things up a little bit for the better lets pray! I will do a shake in the morning, eat my meal at lunch and have a shake for dinner. I will have dinner made for the family so that I can have my shake and be out the door and headed to the gym while they have dinner. I need to make the time and this is how I plan to do it.

I have 50 more pounds to lose before I hit my goal weight and before I can get my tummy tuck and new boobs! I'm not ashamed to say I will get those done at all! I have had two kids and we all know things just aren't the same after that, no it didn't help that I let myself become a TUBBY. With that being said its my body and I will do what I want with it no matter what anyone thinks.

I got on the scales this morning after having a pig out three weeks and only gained 3 pounds. So my starting weight is 197.5..which really isn't bad considering everything I have ate!

So I don't mind sharing and being real about my numbers at all, the truth shall set me free! I also won't EVER be those numbers again! It will only get better.

So here is to the new year..a new me!!